let the song explains.

Assalamualaikum~

"I really wanna start over again
I know you wanna be my salvation
The one I can always depend
I’ll try to be strong, believe me I’m trying to move on
Its complicated to understand me,


Cause the scars run so deep,
its been hard but I have to believe
have a little patience"

benci.
tapi yang dibenci itu lah yang dikasihi.

mahu dibuang
dicampak jauh-jauh
tapi itu lah yang akan dicari-cari.

Hah!

hati.
yang dibenci
yang menjentik amarah
yang menduga kesabaran dan ketaQwaan(?)
itu lah punca kau bangkit
dan terus bertahan
sampai hari ini.

betah kah dibenci,
sang jantung hati mu itu,
wahai hati sendiri?

hati...
padamkan rasa benci
nanti yang seksa
hati sendiri.
kan?

senyum! (^_~)



notametacarpals (1) :benci rasa hati sndri.bercampur-baur.kalau sedap macam ABC taper jugek.haih~ 


notametacarpals (2) : be patient with me,will you?plz?

sorry...

Assalamualaikum...

gambar = bukan penulis.
*penulis x secomel ini.sekian.*

surprised.
speechless.
and suddenly laughing at myself.
sulking?
me?
NO.

just feeling sorry.
to you.
to myself.

sorry.
for not being able,
to be like what you always dream for.

and sorry
for being the boring me.
the blunt me.
the pathetic me.
the no-good-and-useless me.

HAHA~

and thanQ
for being honest
and that's the only thing
you shouldn't be sorry.

cheers! (^_~)



notametacarpals : saje mgelapkan dan melunturkan dan membosankan gambar yg comel tuh.it does look pathetic,kan?heh~

thanQ~

Assalamualaikum...

jatuh lagi.
terduduk.
tergolek.
entah.
tapi sakit nya
lebih dahsyat dr jatuh dpn coaster dulu tuh.[hek!]

tapi DIA tahu
apa yang terbaik untuk aku
untuk kamu
lalu DIA takdirkan ini berlaku.

sakit.
tapi DIA juga tahu
yang kamu mampu
lalu,
bertahanlah hati
dengan apa yang kamu rasa dalam hatimu
supaya satu hari nanti
saat kamu rasa bahagia
kamu akan hargai bahagia itu.


DIA kini sedang mengajar kamu
dengan teguran halus
silibus kehidupan
moga najah nanti keputusannya
saat kamu berhadapan dengan DIA dan kekasihNYA.

lalu hati
jangan begini.
maintain macho.
ok?

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
moga mampu tersenyum kembali
esok
dan seterusnya.
(^_~)

notametacarpals (1) : terima kasih untuk kamu yang berkongsi video atas ni.it really does make me feel better.


notametacarpals (2) : terima kasih untuk kamu yang menjadi saksi breakdown sy. [hilang macho ai.hek!]


notametacarpals (3) : terima kasih untuk kamu yang menambah luka.sy anggap sebagai tanda Allah kasihkan sy lebih.sbb tuh DIA uji sy bertimpa-timpa.


notametacarpals (4) : dalam proses memujuk hati sendiri.doakan keberjayaan sy. =]


nota metacarpals (5) : sy???erk!giler skema.ok.blame my unstable condition. -.-'

pembawa tegar(?)-darah-jenis B

Assalamualaikum
*amaran awal : entri ini adalah sebahagian dari kesan keberjayaaan(?) mengkhatamkan physiology.jadi,segala rapuan harap dapat dimaafkan.*




Personality Traits By Blood Type - A Japanese Concept


Type B:
Goal oriented and strong minded, type B's will start a task and continue it until completed, and completed well. Type B's are the individualists of the blood group categories and find their own way in life.


Your Personality Based on Blood Type
By Stewart B Johnston

People with blood type B tend to be curious and interested in everything. They also lean to have many hobbies. If they are interested in something, they will be buoyant, but unfortunately they will be bored fast. However, they can choose the most important thing for them to do.

They lean to want to be number one in anything rather than just to be average people. But, they usually ignore another activity if they have focused on a certain activity. In other words, they cannot do some activities at the same time.

They look cheerful, enthusiastic, and bright. But, they are actually not like their appearances. Indeed, they are antisocial with many people. They are rugged individualists who are straightforward and like to do things their own way. Unluckily, their insistence on being independent can sometimes go too far and become a weakness.

Personality Assessment Through Blood Type Analysis.

Type B blood types are defined as hunters. Contrary to Farmer types these people are non-conventional, and care little for other people’s opinions. This makes them thick-skinned. This doesn’t mean they are uncaring. Indeed, they are extremely passionate about things dear to them. The negative side to their personality is that they can seem shallow to other people, and lazy, because they might not do what other people request. If they don’t get their own way they can seem impatient. 

saje hapdet entri x berfaedah[lagi].tp yg pasti x emo dah kowt ase nye..kan? O.o

so,ade org kate,bende2 gini x elok untuk masa depan akidah anda.[kan da kate nih sebab sindrom-study-phsyio] sile jangan percaya bulat-bulat yg B-blood carriers mcm nih personality nyer.ade jer yg x betul.

contoh nyer...

* tend to be curious in everything and have many hobbies.

hape hengat ai nih mamarazzi ke nk tahu sume bende?and ade bnyk hobi?x kuasa nk bnyk2 hobi..sbb sume nyer pown x berbakat en.jadik hobi yg bnyk2 pown tader gune kowt(?)

 * defined as hunters.

ok..itu freaky.i know i'm a lil bit(?) harsh.but i don't hunt people to be scolded by me. =p

tapi mostly kebanyakannyer betul kowt.dan sumpah terase macam betul2 kene setempek kat muke ai yg x bpe nk comel nih.so rase2 mcm insap lah sekejap bile tgk personalities nye sume pown -ve.

[ nih wajib kene g service diri sendirik nih.hek! ]

so,moral of the story kenapa ai publish entri nih[selepas muqadimah-merapu-merepek-panjang berjela]

is to warn insan-insan sekeliling saya supaya tegur and nasihat mane2 yang x elok yang korg nmpk.publish bnde2 atas nih bkn sbb nk ajak korg pcaya bende kurafat ke ape..or membuka aib sendiri.tapi for me[take note yer,FOR ME] kadang2 kita tataw org tuh cm ne slagi org tuh x gtaw die cm ne en?so dis is d medium of letting u guys know a lil bit about me [kepada mane2 yg kenal lah.yg x kenal tuh xyah la susah2kan diri nk kenal org yg bnyk kelemahan cm ai nih]

to my friends[bcoz obviously my parents don't read my blog =p ],rase2 cm >> eh2,mmg betul lah description nih ade kat die. << sile lah tegur semampu yg mungkin yer?sbb kadang-kadang ai memang buat-ikut-suke-limpa-haku jer. [those descriptions above support my statement here..hehe~ ]

jadi,mari kita same2 meng'improve'kan diri menjadik lebih baik.

"Hitung-hitunglah diri kalian,sebelum kalian dihitung {Saidina Umar Al-Khatab}

notametacarpals(1) : harap tader yg komen emo2 agy ckp ai menuju ke arah kesesatan atau lembah kehinaan sebab publish bende gini.haih~ penat!gaye macam lah ramai sgt bace belog suram nih.name pown belog sendiri en.lau x merapu kat sni,x kan ai nk g merapu kat depan muke korg plak?kannn??


notametacarpals (2) : kredit kepada cik houzys yg tbe2 hapdet belog beliau setelah sekian lama bersawang.just anggap je la yg kite sehati sejiwa sbb hapdet bnde yg sama.yu x kesah kan yu??hehe~


notametacarpals (3) : agak2 sape yg bosan n rase cm nk belajar buat kuiz sengal,bley try usha kuiz nih.sekali lagi diingatkan,sy x bertanggungjawab kalau akidah anda terpesong.tuh salah iman dlm hati anda yer.bkn slh sy.hek~


notametacarpals (4) : untuk kamu.ya,untuk KAMU.bkn.bkn kamu yg nih.kamu yg tuh.[suke hati lah sape2 yg nk terasa.] selamat setahun bersahabat. =] descriptions atas nih kre cm warning kowt(?) moga tabah lah yer dgn perangai ai yg mcm2 nih.sile cepuk se'das' dua kalau rase mcm sgt annoying.anda diizinkan utk berbuat demikian.hehe~ tQ for being such a GREAT friend of mine.. (^_~)


notametacarpals (5) : buat sahabat2 seperjuangan yg akan berchenta buat kali pertama dgn exam system utk sem nih,selamat bertabah dan mengekalkan semangat yg jitu untuk mengkhatamkan segala material.chaiyok3~


notametacarpals (6) : pem'publish'an [lupe b.m die ape -.-'] entri nih pown hasil ketepuan otak yg melampau.jadi,mari doakan untuk sy jugek moga maintain macho dan gagah untuk jawab exam 7mac nih.moga Allah balas dgn kbaikan jugek sgala doa2 anda buat sy~ =]


notametacarpals (7) : ape ke hal lately nih bnyk sgt notametacarpals nih??musykil ngan diri sendirik plak ase nyer~ -.-'








ok..no more notametacarpals..those bunch of lecture notes are calling me now.tata!





ini lagu khas untuk kamu dlm notametacarpals(4) [iyer..agak gedik lagu nyer.hek3~ =p ]
but the thought that counts kan??? (^_~)

enough is enough

Assalamualaikum...


thanQ for your care and concern.
but that doesn't mean you can get my heart easily.
coz my pride has its own price.

And if you think becoz of my attitude;
easy going girl and can still be nice to everyone
although she has been back-stabbed
until she can't do anything anymore
for all the pain that she'd hide...

Sorry,mister~
You are totally wrong
You can't get through that easy
because once i've given my heart
it gonna stay there forever
and once i've taken my heart away
it won't come back to you anymore

So...
Just go away
and move on with your own life.


Sekian.






notametacarpals (1) : nk dekat2 exam nih la segala homosapien pown dtg mnguji keimanan dan ketaqwaan.taper~ tanda ALLAH syg lebih.kan?


notametacarpals (2) : tader kene mngena dgn sape2 yg mmg tader kene mngena.so agak2 cm tader kene mngena,sile jgn nk terasa2.dekat2 nk exam nih,aura zombie da mula mnunjukkan taringnya(?) [zombie ade taring er? O.o ]


notametacarpals (3) : agak2 ase menyampah bace blog emo2 gini,sile jangan jenguk lagi blog nih pas nih.dr korg ngumpat ai n ai dpt pahal free n korg dpt dosa kering,ape kata pegi tambah ilmu di dada.agy berpahala.kan?